I just got home from COH for my pre-admission check up. I saw Dr Formans "right hand woman," Barb, she is so awesome. She told me that i looked good, I told her I felt good, and I was on my way. I'll be admited tomorrow sometime, they are going to call me when a bed opens up, sometime in the afternoon. I am so anxious to start this and get it over with. I have been asking questions that I havent ever asked before, "when will my hair grow back" "how soon after im released until I can get back in the water" "when will i be declared cancer free?" I am finally allowing myself to look to the future and me being healthy. its so exciting!! all of my sentences start with "when i get out of the hospital..." its awesome. I know without a shadow of a doubt that i am going to beat this and never have to do it again.

Ill miss everyone for three weeks, but when i see you again, ill be HEALTHY!!!!

carpe diem

jenna